i'm so SICK of being depressed. i can't function normally

[Runner_girl18]

I broke up with my boyfriend. he was older than me, and i just didn't really like him anymore. i broke up with him on the phone and felt no emotion at all when i did it. i was on vacation when i did it, and now im home and back at school and i'm feeling totally depressed. i'm physically sick, anxious, and i can't stop thinking about it all. i miss being his friend and being able to turn to him and just talk and lean on him. my friends can do the same job, but i miss him. he's going out with another girl at school now, and it HURTS! i miss my dad and brother who are still on vacation, and i'm so SICK of being depressed. i can't function normally, i'm so bogged down with depression. i hate this feeling. it's so lonely and it hurts. i miss the security of him and it's almost as if i'm grieving or something for him. i'm starting to get stressed out from school and i need HELP! i can't do it anymore! is this feeling EVER going to go away? i'm over him(i think!), but why am i so depressed??
thank you all!

yeah, i didn't like him at all when i was going out with him.

he's just my comfort zone. that's all.

i'm just gonna hang in there
and
IGNORE IT.


thanks, guys. you saved me!

[clockwork Jayy 22]

talk to a counselor or psychiatrist, and if he/she really thinks ur depressed she/he can give you medication to help you get back to normal

[dancernld21]

well i can understand feeling depressed, trust me....but you should know that everyone feels depressed...like REALLY depressed at times...so ur not alone...but I think that you should just try to talk to him and tell him...you shouldn't keep feelings bottled up....it can make you crazy....haha....trust me....but if he doesn't want to get back together with you just try to forget about him....the more you can't have something the more you want it and just keep telling yourself that....you probably broke up with him because you truly didn't like him and he was available...now that hes not it makes you want him....he was your comfort zone and you were used to him being there....now that hes not your whole world is upside down...i suggest you try meeting new people and you are sure to forget about him.....hang in there...=)